I am good enough

 Alhamdulah l love Allah I am never going to feel like I am not good enough again I am not perfect Allah forgive me I don't know where I am going and that is scary but Allah is the best planer and will make my life better and I dreams come true.Sometime I feel like I have not done anything with life because I am doing is reading Quran and praying and applying for jobs and advocating and writing my beautiful blog . I hate thinking negative thoughts my friend have lives career and family . I am not going to compare my life to other people it is exchashing and I am going to stop worrying my future. I am not a failure everyone has  three own unique path I am a good person and good Muslim at least I try to be inshallah I have a bachelor's and a blog I love reading Quran and reading books and my family All my life, people told me that I wasn't good enough and that I got what I deserved. I was judged by those who didn't know me and made to feel like I wasn't worth anything. They would have me believe that I would never be happy and that I should accept the love of whoever I was lucky enough to find that would love me. They couldn't have been more wrong. They don't know me and don't know what I deserve.

That ends now. I'm taking back my power, and I'm changing my path. I know who I am and what I want, and I will accept nothing less. I am good enough, I am worth it, and I do deserve to be happy. I am standing up and letting my voice be heard, telling the rest I don't care what they think. They don't know my struggle, and they don't know where I have been or what I have overcome. They don't get to define me or my worth. I am going to find beautiful people that will love me unconditionally. A partner who will respect me unequivocally and the dreams that I will never let go of.

This is my time, my choice, and I choose to be more. More than what everyone else said I could be, more than I have ever been before. I may not have all the answers and will still stumble and fall, but I will always do it on my terms. I have failed, but I am not a failure. I have been broken, but I'm still beautiful. I have been lost, but I'll find my way.

They scorned me because I was different, and I don't really care. Now, I am celebrating my uniqueness. I am authentic and genuine, and I will always speak my mind. I am not taking the easy road, and I know it will be challenging, but nothing worth having comes without struggle. I know I will have to kiss a few frogs before I find my love, and I'm okay with that.

Once in a lifetime love will only happen with work and patience, but I won't settle. I won't quit and will never accept anything less than the best. I'm worth all the love and so much more. I'm more than "enough," I'm amazing. Just watch me while I go and change the world, one heart at a time, starting with my own...



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