The goal of independence part 2

 Thank you so much to all my readers.  Eid Mubarak to all Muslim spread love and peace. Since everyone seems to love my goal of independence post more than any other post I decided to do a follow-up post.  Yesterday I had had an amazing day.  It reminded me that I have to live life to the fullest.  I never knew going to the movies and mall on Saturday with my best friend Fatimah Moz who is amazing would be liberating You might think what is the big deal right.  It is just two movies and the mall , but anyone who knows me knows how much I love shopping.  However, I almost always go to the mall with my mother.  In fact, I went with her to see Aladdin and shopping last Tuesday.  Now don't get me wrong  I  love my mother exponentially we are really close friend yes I  called my mother my friend and  I am not embarrassed, but  I am proud.  My mother is my role model. I tell her everything.  I hope to can be half the mother one day. I love her.  However, there is something about hanging out with friends independently after just such a long time of horrible aides that make me feel trapped in my disability and who are so controlling over my life. They all made me feel horrible about myself and they made me feel as if my life revolves around the hours they spend with me.  I  had no freedom or privacy.   Alhamdulillah, they are gone. I  am finally free and I  am going to have to leave at  7 again.
Yesterday was one of the most amazing days of life.  I can't remember the last time I went out with friends independently.  While I was waiting for my friend to come to the movie theater she was late I  snuck in to see dark Phoenix. It was a beautiful movie.  I can't believe Raven died and when gene became the Phoenix of happiness and hope to protect her family it was so sad but I  love her message of acceptance and women conference and women's empowerment at end of the movie.  There was a cute guy who was helping me into my seat.  I wish I got his number.  Aladdin is so cute Meena Mansour portrays Aladdin perfectly.  I  don't know why they put beautiful Indian outfits in an Egyptian themed movie. Hanging out with Fatimah so light and fresh and free. I finally felt like a normal 25-year-old young woman.  I realize that I will never forget my true voice and influence and independence because I  have rediscovered the real me.  I finally feel happy and grateful to trust my own abilities. This is something that nobody can ever take away from you.  I  love my life ALways believe in your self your circumstances do not control your life enjoy. You are control of own life remember that

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